Kawan

Saya ada kawan yang gedik. Antaranya :

Farewell

"Is it killing you, like it's killing me?"

Yesterday I've a lost a friend. One of my closest friends in KMPh. Also she was my first friend here. She's got in for SPA. And now she's gone.

When I was sleepy during lecture, I've always bullied her. But she doesn't seem to care. Instead, she laugh whenever I picked on her. She's the one friend that understood me. I think she's the one that can understand my jokes. Plus, she knew when I was joking and when I was serious.

I know its been only a few months, but I feel lost without her. We always took care of each other. I wish I could find someone like you

"I wish nothing but the best for you. Don't forget me, I beg. I'll remember what you've said"

PSPM's results

ALHAMDULILAH.... eventhough i didn't get 4 flat but at least I've got 3 pointer and above :). Which is wayyy above my expection. Honestly, I've just aim to get 2 pointer above but Alhamdulilah Allah got a surprise for me. Not only I'm still in PST, but also now I feel proud because I've manage to beat my stepbrother's pointer. Haha

ALHAMDULILAH. I've felt blessed

Homesick :(

Yes guys... I'm homesick :((
X taulah kenapa bila dh sem 2 ni barulah nk rasa homesick. Anddd every week pun rasa mcm nk balik rumah je. Last sem xde plak rasa mcm ni. Relek je bila 2 bulan lebih x balik. But this time, a week seemed like a month. I can't stay away from my homeeee :*<

And on top of that, next Tuesday is PSPM's results day! It's a day where your result will determine either you'll stay in one year programme or to be transfer to two years programme. So far, there's been a rumour going around saying that "300 students will be transferred to two years programme and 80 students will get expel"

I was like whoaahhh! What if I'm one of those 300 students? I don't wanna stay here! HELL NO!

If one year programme could suffocate me, can you imagine if I'll be transferring to two years programme? I WOULD DIE. I will be LIFELESS. SOULLESS

My prayer?
"Ya ALLAH, tolong berikanlah aku mndpt pointer yg bagus utk bagiku meneruskan program satu ini. Jauhkanlah aku dr mndpt PDT. Sesungguhnya Engkaulah Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Penyayang" AMIN

Family dinner

Yesterday was an awesome night. Thx to abang and my sis-in-law kak yenie. The dinner + supper was GREAT.

Andddd thank you so much to abah! For treating us supper. These pics show it all

Physics

Goshhh.... Susah gilaaaa. Just finished phy paper 2. And I can tell you that it's so damn hard, it can take a life out of me. But then again, I have no life since I've entered matriks. So ainul, you're safe ;)

At 2.30pm, it's time to sit for paper 1. Right now, I don't have mood for studying. (tulah masalah org melayu)
Anyhow, I'll try to answer those papers

K. GTG. It's time for me to meet my MAKER. Assalamualaikum

Laziness

What's wrong with me?! Esok ada paper maths, lusa physics and then bio. Lastly chemist. Bederet paper... Tp tu pun mls nk study. Why? WHY? Porqe? Nnti klau TERdapat PDT (mntk dijauhkan) br nk mnangis.

Ya Allah... Tenangkanlah hati dan jiwa ku spnjg minggu ini. AMINNN. You have to go through 4 more days. Then, I don't care what you gonna do. BUT PLEASE... 4 freakin' more days. Just hang on. It will be over before you know it :)

PSPM

Arrrrgghhhh! Baru habis bwat paper 1 maths. Banyak gila hilang markah. Hanya Allah je yg tahu mcm mner kuatnya perasaan ni nk hentak kepala kat dinding. Seriously! Mcm BAB*%}%^! Stress! Stress! Stress!

Klau br 1 paper yg kecik pun dah emo mcm ni, cuba bayangkan plak mcm mner next week nk mnghadap science paper. I'm in serious shit man. Matriksss... Kenapalah kau ni susah sangat? Dahlah ramai org ckp lately ramai bdk matriks x dpt msuk u.

Ya Allah... Takdir dan masa depanku hanya engkau yg berkuasa menentukannya. Berilah aku kekuatan untuk bangkit semula. AMIN

P/s : missing my familia is the main reason why I'm so stressed out

Friends :)

I do seriously LOVE my friends here :DD

Results?

oh shit! now, i officially lost my upu code for the 2nd phase. firstly, i would like to 'thank' kak sundari and kak ana for sesuka hati jer alihkan brg org. thanks to them, now i'll have to buy another code at BSN =.=

lately, there's been rumours spreading bout the date where spm's results are coming out. my mum always scold me and said "Tiah lately dh x smbhyg kan? lg results nk kluar, lg x smbhyg. mak x tau apa keputusan nnti dpt" YES. i do admit that i haven't pray for a long time. and i'm not proud of it. its just that, i wanted to pray WHEN i want to pray. i don't want to do it just bcoz i was forced. and yes, i know its a BIG SIN to leave a prayer. but i want to do it sincerely. straight from my heart. plus, i do PRAY. but not all the time. and when i do, my mum doesn't see it. that's why she assumes that i didn't pray at all. n i like to keep it that way bcoz it is between me and ALLAH.

i don't know why but lately i feel like i'm going to get only 6 A's. 6/11. that is not good for me. i want at least 7 A's. don't care either it's plus or minus but at least, minimum 7.

i hate staying at home. i've got nothing to do. I HAVE NO LIFE. oh yesss. i admit it alright. i seriously need a job to keep me occupied.

Presents

alhamdulilah... Finally, i've got my presents. the 1st present is from abah. he gave me a women's watch. and the watch has nothing that i like. it's small, pink and the design does not suits me. but since it was from abah, i appreciate it because its the thought that counts. eventhough i didn't like the watch but it doesn't mean that i won't wear it, right? haha ;)

2nd present is from my siblings. a compact camera. i told them that i wanted a compact camera because my mum doesn't know how to use ausz's camera and so that we won't argue about who will get to use ausz's camera :) eventhough it is bulky, but at least it can record a hd movie and the pics are not so bad. so, thx guys. love ya!

Tik...Tok

boringnye hari nie. but today for the 1st time in more than 10 years, i've went to Klang Parade. whoah.. byk gila dh berubah. dulu ada Xtra. skg ganti ngan Giant. n then skg dh ada popeye's plakk. naik muak mkn td. br mkn mashed potato dh rasa nk trkeluar balik. huhu ;) byk la jgk kdai2 kat situ. x mcm dulu yg sunyi sepi.

anyway, today agak boring la jgk. mcm smua org x online plak hari ni. internet pon dh x tau nk bukak apa dah. td ada la gak survey2 camera tp bila tnya mak, dia slalu ckp x pyhlah nk mmbazir. pdhal bende tu bende yg kita guna hampir daily, tp asyik suruh depends kat ausz pnyer cam plak. nnti klau kita nk guna cam at the same time dia nk guna, x ke pyh? hisshh...

lmbtnye nk msuk bulan 2. lmbtnye nk msuk driving class. but x tau la knaper lately, eventhough mata dh start mgantuk, but bila baring2 pkul 12 lebih jgk dia nk tutup. sepenat-penat mcm mner pon mata mesti nk terlelap lps pkul 12. apalah masalah aku nie?

stalking

at last! berbaloi jgak dpt stalk org. thx to my boringness, i started to stalk people. again. while i was stalk-walking, suddenly trserempak dgn my mum's PT pnyer fb. okayy.. at first i was shocked sbb x sangka fb dia x se'busuk' yg disangka. rupa2 nye dia nie bleh thn gak. not like wafi. geli gila tgk fb dia. mcm KG.COM.MY. from this guy, trjumpa la plak ahli2 yg lain. klakar gila tgk gmbr diorg dulu2. igtkn dh busy keje xde fb, rupa-rupanya klau dinamakan manusia, mesti diwajibkan ada facebook. n then skodeng my sis pnyer friends and seniors plak. syg diorg smua privatekn gmbr. hisshhh...

nvm, i'm still going to continuing my quest. klau nk seribu daya, xnk seribu dalih

New post

nk post apa ek hari nie? hmm...

ok2, my parents just went to Johor for the Tenang's election. so, here i am. alone. without my sis. or even brother. actually its kinda fun + boring. hahaha.

as usual, hari ni kene dera lg. but the weird thing is, eventhough i x bleh bwat but after kene abused suddenly x terasa lapar gila mcm dulu. maybe because i didn't give it a 100%. ntahlah. since last christmas rasa mcm dah x bermaya dah. x kesah la klau she said that i dh x fit mcm dulu. but the best thing is, for the first time i saw sara pon kene dera. hahaha.

then balik rmah tros bukak fb. chatting with athirah sket and gave her my new link. around 10
+ naik tido. but last2 tido pkul 12 lebih jgak.

2011

pejam celik. pejam celik dah masuk 2011. but as always, i don't have any resolution. eventhough hari ni is the 1st of January of 2011 but knaper rasa hari ni mcm extra boring dr hari lain? maybe it was a sign that shows that maybe this year going to be suck. MAYBE.

i was thinking nak mintak amik driving license. but mcm x berani pulak. takut nnti my dad mintak i pilih antara 2. shoot... i'm stuck. anyway, tomorrow my aunt balik to penang. after whole month duduk sini finally she's going back home. not that i don't like her. but its just that bila dia ada, kita kene berlakon jd baik to jaga nama baik keluarga.

it seems that lately x ramai org yg update blog. so, dah mcm boring pulak sbb xde org yg kita bleh stalk. haha :p

oklah, gtg peeps. happy new year! :)