Softball Update!

Semalam kitorg dah dpt jersey untuk match esok. Yeay! Excited gilaaaa sbb ni 1st time dpt jersey yang ada nama and nombor yang kita sendiri pilih. Heeeee :D

Lepas tu, update lah gmbr jersey kat twitter. Then dpt tweet mcm ni

HAHAHAHA. Kelakarlah kau Ekin!

Seriously, x perasan plak tu lucky number Taylor Swift. Time pilih nombor tu, aku main pilih je. Haha. But I really hope that, that number will bring good luck to me too as well :)

So, training semalam agak memenatkan but ok! Alhamdulilah it's okay. But kesian plak kat Captain sbb semalam dia pening kepala sbb kena hujan ptg tu. Then tetiba nk dijadikan cerita, semalam tetiba kitorg plak sucks! Banyak gila fumble. Including / especially me! Hukhuk :'(

So, dia mcm moody sikit lah sbb dah lah esok nk match, kitorg plak sucks, ditambah plak dgn sakit kepala dia. But fortunately, dia x mngamuk smlm. Hehe

Alternative

Alternative? For what? Haha.

Okay, alternative ni maknanya starting today onwards, I'll be updating my blog via mobile. Why? Because sadly, on 27th November 2012, but laptop has been stolen! Where? Outside biology laboratory. How? I left my laptop in my bag (how stupid of me) and by the time the lab class finished, I've found out that my lappy was not inside my bag pack.

Time tu, ada lah jgk rasa mcm nk menangis. Bukan rasa, memang air mata dah bergelinang dah kat mata tu. Haha. But then, I've toughen up and console myself. After that, I was okay :)

So, moral of the story :

DON'T EVER LEAVE YOUR BELONGING OUT OF YOUR SIGHT

Lesson learned! (The hard way of course)

Luahan Hati 2

Ya Allah.... Tolonglah. Aku dah penat asyik kena bash. Everyday pun asyik aku je yang kena mark. Dah aku x boleh nak baling bola jauh macam dulu, so what. Kenapa perlu kau nak down kan aku? Aku x kesah klau kau nk bash aku IF AND ONLY IF aku tak berusaha. Masalahnya, almost everyday kowt aku mintak Ayu tolong ajarkan cara nak baling dgn betul. Klau jarak dekat memang boleh but tak tau kenapa lately memang aku x boleh nak baling jauh-jauh. Mesti tak sampai.....

Allah.... Seriously I don't know who I can turn to besides from You, Ya Allah. Memang rasa sedih sangat lepas class theory tadi. Betuulll... I don't care if dia nak marah, but tolonglah jangan down kan aku sbb aku betul-betul dah berusaha. Even I don't know what's wrong with me :((

ALHAMDULILAH 2.0

Mark this day, Saturday, 24th November 2012, I hereby are not been accepted to Palapes. Woohooo!!
Alhamdulilah sangat-sangaaatttt...

Ya Allah, saya sangat bersyukur sekarang ni sbb ini adalah petunjuk semena-menanya. Actually saya memang 50-50 dlm bab palapes ni sbb 1st, saya nak Navy bukan Wataniah. 2nd, I want my life with my friends and family. 3rd, I want to stay in 3rd Residential College.

Dapat post from Palapes group in Facebook. Dia post name list org yg tersenarai masuk and dia kata "Nama yang xde tu x layak digelar Kadet Palapes Intake 3- " Hati memang tgh berdoa bg nama xde dlm list tu but since haritu dia dah confirm kata dpat masuk, dgn berat hati saya membuka list name tu, just to be sure. And Alhamdulilah.... seperti org Melayu lain, Cakap Tak Serupa Bikin , my name is not there! Memang bersyukur sangat-sangat lah time tu. Excited gila kottt.

Yang saya tak suka pasal benda ni sbb Isnin this week saya dah bg nama utk jadi sukarelawan hari Larian Gegar, tetiba last2 minute diorg post kata latihan start minggu ni. So nak xnk, terpaksalah saya tarik diri dari jadi sukarelawan. Then a day after that, on Wednesday, dpt plak post kata latihan dibatalkan this week and it's going to start on the 1st December. BAPAKLAH. Dahlah aku baru lepas tarik diri dari jadi volunteer sbb kata ada latihan. Then tetiba kata dibatalkan pulakkk. Start latihan time aku ada match sofbol utk SUKMUM plak tuh!

Memang time tu panas gila lah. Aku terpaksa reject audition STAKASH sbb Palapes, tak bg nama utk Feseni sbb Palapes, x bleh keluar dgn kwn sbb Palapes, then tarik diri dari jadi volunteer sbb Palapes jgk. Now, this? Memang lahh... Aku dah nekad nak ponteng latihan tu and pegi Sukmum jugak. By hook or by crook!

And now, alhamdulilah nama saya xde dlm list Palapes. ALHAMDULILAH... Kegembiraan yg x terhingga :')

So, xkan ada family outing yg tergadai, friends outing tg terkorban sbb benda ni :)

P/S : Tapi yang saya rasa mnyesal tu sbb saya mungkin, MUNGKIN jelah, mungkin diterima masuk dalam STAKASH & Feseni :(

Luahan Hati

This week has been a rough week for me. 1st, there's that. And now, there's this. Although I've tried to remain optimist during this week, but I can't. Seriously I can't.

In my softball team, there are 4 seniors. I think some of the seniors didn't like me. Why? I don't know. It's just my 'postulate'. Haha. But seriously, through their body language, I can see that they doesn't like me. But I don't blame them because frankly speaking, I don't like me either. I know that they doesn't know that I'm over-sensitive and maybe they doesn't realise that I want to be close with ALL my teammates, not only seniors. But I think that maybe they thought that I'm just being a kiss-up to the seniors. BUT NO! I'm not a kiss-up! I just want to be friends with you guys.
THESE ARE JUST IN MY OPINION. IT'S NOT TRUE IN REAL LIFE. THIS IS BASED ONLY OF WHAT I'M FEELING RIGHT NOW

But actually they are ok most of the time. This is just what I feel sometimes. No biggie.

And please guys, WHAT HAPPENS HERE, STAYS HERE

Ya Allah... I'm feeling down right now. Really REALLY down

Lately, semua benda serba-serbi tak kena. Rasa mcm ...... errgghh... Entah lah. I don't know how to explain it. But seriously, lately baru saya dapat tau yang kita memang tak boleh depend on people. STOP BEING SO CLINGY. Yeah.. I've learned my lesson. At the end of the day, you've only got yourself. So pick yourself up, stop being clingy and start to improve yourself.

Yes, it is a cruel world. But, that's what motivates us to become a better person. In Shaa Allah

Hi There :)

Olaaa!

Well, this entry xde apa-apa pun. Just a random post from someone who is bored. I noticed that lately my post mesti pasal sofbol. Kenapa ek? Hehe. Because I think I just found my passion ;)

Ok, enough about that!

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Actually, saya x tau nak tulis pasal apa. Facebook time cuti ni memang bosan sbb orang jarang online. Oh ya! I forgot to mention that I'm currently on mid-sem break. And when we're on a break, mesti nak balik rumah kan? And bila dah ada kat rumah mesti berat badan dah naik. Benci tau >.<

Another thing, maaf lah bila blog saya x secantik and se-gempak blog orang lain. Saya x reti lah mcm mana nk design blog ni. Teeheeeeeee ;D









P/S : Klau korg perasan kan, (klau korg perasan jelah) blog ni agak emotionless kan? Haha

Hari Atlet Kurshiah

SAYA DAH DIGELAR ATLET! WOOT! WOOT!

Hari atlet ni was on last Sunday, that is, on 4/11/12. At first pengetua suruh semua budak 1st year join the SERU program on the 3rd and 4th November, but my friends and I were busy on the 3rd. So, we decided to ditch the SERU program and went to the Hari Atlet Kurshiah on the 4th because the certificate will only be given to students who attend the program for 2 days. So, alang-alang kitorg x dpt sijil, better just join aktiviti kolej yg lain, ye dok? Hahaha (keluar loghat Pahang)

A day before this event, Captain dah pesan kat Aiman suruh bgtau kat kitorg yang juniors are responsible for creating a cheers. Kami pun buat lah cheers time tengah malam and berkampung kat bilik Fiza. We had so much fun during that night! Haha

The next day, we presented the cheers to the seniors. And they just laughed. Why? Sbb diorg rasa cheers tu mcm agk panjang and diorang x boleh catch up. Kami pun edit lah cheers itu sesingkat yang boleh and everybody's happy :)

Overall, that day was a happy and fun day for me. Jogging for 3.2 km, cheers, lakonan (kot?) , and lain2 lagilah. But sayang the seniors mcm agak malu dengan juniors, so diorg mcm x berapa sporting and gila-gila sangat on that day. But nevertheless, we had fun :DD

 

Effa, Fiza and Iman

 Torpedo's girls (Juniors 2012/2013) 2 missing in action

 Kak Sidah, Kak Najwa and Fiza

 Almost all Torpedo's Girls

Captain (Kak Qilah) & Kak Hanis (yg tgh baring)

Our cheers :

Torpedo! Are you readyyy?

Woot! Woot!

ARE YOU READYYY?!

WOOT! WOOT!

Swing Badda Baddaaaaa

Swing Badda Badda Swing Badda Baaaddaaa,

      Swing Badda Badda Swing! Swing! Swing!

Ok, tu je cheers kitorg. Simple kan? Haha 

The F?

Yes, today I'm frustrated. Why? Because of SOFTBALL!

My batting skill still sucks. Sucks BIG TIME. Out of 12 balls, I've only managed to hit 3 balls. 3 EFFING BALLS!

And then, there's the seniors. When SUKMUM is around the corner, their attitude are starting to change. Now it's not all fun and games. It's a tournament. The pressure is starting to falling in non-stop. I hate when I'm under pressure.

I think starting next training, I've got to put my game-face on. No more games, no more jokes. Just me, a glove and a ball. It's time to change