lately, there's been rumours spreading bout the date where spm's results are coming out. my mum always scold me and said "Tiah lately dh x smbhyg kan? lg results nk kluar, lg x smbhyg. mak x tau apa keputusan nnti dpt" YES. i do admit that i haven't pray for a long time. and i'm not proud of it. its just that, i wanted to pray WHEN i want to pray. i don't want to do it just bcoz i was forced. and yes, i know its a BIG SIN to leave a prayer. but i want to do it sincerely. straight from my heart. plus, i do PRAY. but not all the time. and when i do, my mum doesn't see it. that's why she assumes that i didn't pray at all. n i like to keep it that way bcoz it is between me and ALLAH.
i don't know why but lately i feel like i'm going to get only 6 A's. 6/11. that is not good for me. i want at least 7 A's. don't care either it's plus or minus but at least, minimum 7.
i hate staying at home. i've got nothing to do. I HAVE NO LIFE. oh yesss. i admit it alright. i seriously need a job to keep me occupied.