Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough "
This is for you. Yes, YOU. The person who made me hate myself everyday. Look, i'm sorry that i did what i did to you. Its just that last week was a terrible week for me. A TERRIBLE ONE INDEED. Eventhough i don't have the courage to face you and apologize, but, please... please look at me and see how sorry i am :( you are one of my good friend here and i don't wanna end this semester without talking to you.
And to my roommates, i'm sorry that i'm not comfortable with y'all. I do realize that it is not normal but i just can't help it. We just don't seem to get along. I'm sorry that we don't have any chemistry
"im not salahkan my roomate.saya suka mereka tapi memang nature masing2."
" sakit beb bila ada orang dalam bilik yang sama tapi tak cakap sepatah pun :'( "
" ifa, saya ta gaduh la dengan roomate, just memang nature kiteorang
memang ta rapat dan cakap banyak.bila dengar orang lain galak2,sayu gila
hati.why roomate i tak macam ni?"
That's what she wrote on her blog. I'm very terribly sorry Siti. I know that i'm not a good roommate, but if you've realised, i am trying to be a good one everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY. I too, felt this way. Sometimes I don't know why we can't just get along. I always envied my friends who are close with their roommates that their classmates. I mean, come on. We SHOULD be more comfortable with our roommates that classmates, right?
and one more thing,
"malam ni duduk sorang2 kat meja buat math then tiba2 rasa nak pergi toilet, toilet 1 aras tengah baiki so terpaksa naik tingkat atas,kena lalu tangga yang menghadap tasik yang super duper scary bila blok sunyi sepi,toilet pulak kosong...nak ajak roomate? ada sorang ni tapi tengah tidur,takkanlah nak kejut semata2 minta teman pergi toilet.sungguh tak rasional."
I really think that the 'roommate' she's talking about, is me. So, dear roommates, klau malam-malam tu rasa mcm nk terkencing, tolonglah bagitau atau kejut. Saya x kisah pun klau korg kacau aku tidur sbb kat blok ni, mmg bahaya klau kita keluar bilik sorg-sorg waktu malam. Nnti tetiba terserempak dgn pencuri. Mana x naya
k, so i think this is for today. so, sayonara :)
