One of my friends

Saya ada seorang kawan ni. Dia sangat caring and saya suka berkawan dengan dia.

But the problem is.......

Saya tak tau mcm mana nak ceritakan masalah saya kat dia.
Dalam hati ni selalu nak je call dia, menangis kat phone and tell her all about my problems.

But the problem is......

I don't know how to do that. Saya tak biasa nak meluahkan perasaan kat orang lain. So, mcm rasa malu plak bila nak ceritakan kat dia.

and at the same time, saya tak naklah dia berasa bosan with my never-ending problems.

So, saya rasa bersalah plak sbb tak ceritakan masalah saya kat dia. I feel like I'm being unfair to her sbb dia selalu ceritakan masalah dia kat saya (klau dia ada masalah lah) and that means that she trust me!

But me? Tak taulah kenapa rasa malu sangat nak luahkan perasaan ni kat orang lain.

and that's why, all my tweets and blog post contains elements yang depressed and emo all time.

FA ----> Depressed

"Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?"

Simple Plan (Welcome to My Life)

 Do you ever feel like you're don't belong where you are right now?

Do you ever get left behind?
Do you ever get ignored by someone / everyone all the time?

 Even though you have tried so hard to fit in?

 

Do you ever think that you are invisible? 

 

 

 No... Not this kinda of invisible


But this one -->                                                                                                    

 

Where no one could see you, even though you them to notice you so bad

Well, this is how I feel right now. And most of the time

Where Forever Alone.... could lead to Depression. And depression, could lead to ..........