Fate or Desire

Today's post is about getting something that you want eventhough it seems like the whole universe is against you!

I have a friend who's dying to be a med student. But unfortunately she didn't get what she want. Instead, she got a totally opposite course which she despise (why would she choose that course in the first place is something that i'll never figure out )

Anyway, if it was me, I would just take the offered course because I believed that Allah have arrange something better for us. But this friend of mine, she wouldn't take no for an answer. She apply a medic course which requires her to go for an interview. Eventhough she hates interview, but for her dream course, she just went along with it. And she managed to pull it off! She got accepted to a top certified university that are famous for its medical studies. Her hardwork does paid off!

And my point here is that, how can somebody be so sure about what he/she wanted? Up until now, I'm lost. I don't know what I want, I don't know what I'm good at and I have no clue about what I'm gonna be. You see, I'm a person who likes what other people have. In other words, I'M A FAKE. I only want what they have because I don't know what I want. I'm the type who has to experience/experiment with things in order to determine whether I like it or not.

I hope someday I'll figure out who I am