One of my friends

Saya ada seorang kawan ni. Dia sangat caring and saya suka berkawan dengan dia.

But the problem is.......

Saya tak tau mcm mana nak ceritakan masalah saya kat dia.
Dalam hati ni selalu nak je call dia, menangis kat phone and tell her all about my problems.

But the problem is......

I don't know how to do that. Saya tak biasa nak meluahkan perasaan kat orang lain. So, mcm rasa malu plak bila nak ceritakan kat dia.

and at the same time, saya tak naklah dia berasa bosan with my never-ending problems.

So, saya rasa bersalah plak sbb tak ceritakan masalah saya kat dia. I feel like I'm being unfair to her sbb dia selalu ceritakan masalah dia kat saya (klau dia ada masalah lah) and that means that she trust me!

But me? Tak taulah kenapa rasa malu sangat nak luahkan perasaan ni kat orang lain.

and that's why, all my tweets and blog post contains elements yang depressed and emo all time.