Love Deficiency

Dear Diary,

Is there a thing such as Love Deficiency?
Because if it exist, I think I might have it.

Why? How come?

...........................................................................

because in this very moment, I've realised that the main reason why I feel unhappy for a long, long time is that I can't feel that I'm loved by someone.

It doesn't make any sense, right?

Trust me, I don't think it'll make any sense at first. But then, after having that thought, suddenly... my playlist (yeah, I was listening to some tunes while thinking) , suddenly my playlist plays 'I Need Your Love' by Ellie Goulding.

its like a sign somehow..... then, I gave it another thought. That's when I started to accept that actually I just want to feel to be loved to be happy.

Why?

Lets just say, I don't feel loved neither at home or school.

why?

Let me explain it in my next post