Dude or dudette/dudine

Yes guys. I'm confused. I confused whether I'm a guy or a girl because whenever my friends starts to talk about weddings, and I'm there, like "Ohhkay... Ehem.. Ehem... Yup" 

SERIOUSLY. I don't know what to talk about. Tak tau mcm mana nk masuk dlm conversation mcm tu. Faiz yg lelaki pun boleh masuk, kenapa aku yg perempuan ni tak boleh? Grrr

Dah lah minat pun mcm minat lelaki. Isn't there any feminine side of me? Yes, there is. But not in interest, it's more to emotional. Yup, saya seorg yg feminine dlm bab emosi, tapi klau dlm minat.... Mmg jauh lagi.

Oh god.... What's wrong with me?