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Monday, December 24, 2012

Rebellious

Ya Allah... What is this feeling? I can feel my old self trying to emerge again. No! I don't want that to happen

My rebellious side is trying to take over me. Suddenly I have the urge to swear, to leave my prayer, disobeying Islamic laws, depressed. And I'm full of anger!

Allah... Why am I so angry all the time? I don't want the old me again. I want the new me. The new me that I've met in matrics. The new me that I love!

I don't want to be in darkness again. No, not anymore. Sekali pun dah cukuplah... I don't want to go through that all over again

4 comments:

  1. why ainul ? don't stress out. it just final for sem 1 . hahaha . senang je aku cakap . fighthing ainul . i know u can do it ! tamau stress2 dah ok ?

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  2. Haha. Thanks Iqqah... Yeah, pressure is one of the factors. But alhamdulilah I'm okay now :)

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  3. my pleasure . u want me to play u a song ? amboihh . hahaha =D

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    1. Haha. Please! Please! Sing a song for meeeeee *puppy eyes*

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